So.
Hai everybody. I'm sorry I've been neglecting this blog so much. Lots of major life changes have been happening.
I quit college because I decided it wasn't for me. My passion has always been singing, specifically performing. I am now in a band that is in its beginning stages. As in, we live across the country from each other and when the band becomes legit, I will have to move to be a part of it. We've come up with the name, some art concepts and things like that. We are also using stagenames, which is pretty damn awesome. It's pretty surreal, because I'm going to get the chance to do what I've always wanted. I'm going to get to share my voice with people and prove to all my bullies throughout school that I can do whatever I want and no one can stop me.
I am also moving out of my mom's house for the first time in about 1 1/2 weeks time. I'm half terrified and half excited. It's scary because I will be in a roommate situation for the first time. I'll be paying all my own rent, food, internet......it's very intense. I will be fully in charge of myself.
I have also had to terminate a long-standing friendship that became extremely toxic. It was really sad, because I met this girl when I was 8 and she was 12. She started out as my babysitter, then slowly morphed into my friend. Eventually though, she became so passive/aggressive that I could no longer handle it. So some things have to end, but maybe it was for the best.
My writing is also slowly progressing. I currently have two work-in-progress fanfiction stories, a series of oneshots that I will complete with one giant oneshot at the end, and of course, I am still trying to write my book. I am also writing a new original story and fanfiction story, but in my notebook. I used to do that, but found the computer much easier to use. It's kind of a challenge, but I like it.
I still don't drive, I drink too much soda, don't eat vegetables if I can help it, listen to my music too loud and am as wild and crazy as ever. I am moving forward in my life, in more ways than one.
I will try and be a little more active on here, but I make no promises.
I leave you with a quote from the best drummer ever, "CC" Christian Coma.
"You can't control a wild heart no matter how hard you try."
Love and hugs to you all.
Jae <3
